(Formally mid-February Updates)
Wow......it's been a while since I done my last journal......but this year, as I finished ALA, Sailor Moon R Premiere, and my trip to Vegas and after my Valentine's Day success......this is gonna be hard this year. I thought this was supposed to be the good year, but it looks like the WORST YEAR ON RECORD has brought some leftovers this year....
If for those who had followed me in this past December, I had received bad news that my dad has Colon cancer stage 4. And it's not only hurting me, but for my family too. My mom and are doing everything we can, taking one day at a time and trying for him to gain weight so he has the ability to fight cancer. But unfortunately as this month, the chemo has stopped because of a infection by the shoulder so the doctor gave him pills. But last night, he didn't sleep well as he vomited, has nausea, gagging, and my uncle from Michigan just got here last week only for a few days and is expected to leave this Tuesday. He just needs support but he thinks he can take care himself but you know, that's just not enough. He needs just the ability to fight. But.....now this, this is just not good as my mom just have heavy load of bills to pay, and I'm at college just overwhelmed by all what's now a roller-coaster since the year began. Fortunately & are the only ones who care and always there for me when I need them the most. I used to have plenty of watchers back then, but now they're just a bunch of DIP who never cared of me like they're acting as if I'm not a good influence to many of these like whenever a situation happens like I'm just WAY MORE THAN ANY OF YOU.
As for cons this year...........it's hanging in the balance. As the badges rise the prices and because I wasn't able to get to Vegas this past X-mas because of my dad's condition, i was only getting little money, and finally went to Vegas earlier weeks ago. But unfortunately, that's just not enough what I need to get to WonderCon & Anime Expo. If I can't make it to ether both, BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN. As just like what happened at AX 2014, this is gonna get worse (if I don't get my badges in time before the prices rise or if sold out). I would even try GoFundMe, but it was a failure when I first started the campaign a month before AX 2015. So now, I've been hard at work, saving money as hard as I can so my account can reload on every 1st and 15th of the month, so I can really save money so I can get my badges in which it's how I got those from last year's conventions. I unfortunately don't have a job, I'm a student, and since nobody pays for my commissions, I'm just on edge right now and if my dad doesn't pull through or if all hell breaks loose by the time my birthday comes (in a few weeks), i have a bad feeling it'll be a repeat of what happened last year when it was definitely the WORST YEAR ON RECORD. But....I know I shouldn't be worried of all this right now, but I'm working as hard as I can so I can be able to keep my spirits high, as well as having me to stay on DeviantART (if someone can provide me CORE membership), and keeping me interested in Anime and Sailor Moon, even now that I have quitted cosplaying since Sailor Moon R Movie premiere in January.
So please bare with me and help me pray for him.